watch out, the world's behind you

I am in the Rollins library right now and walking around here has really made me happy today. I like this place a lot, I think being away for a couple of months has only brought us closer together. It smells just like how it did the day I moved in 2 years ago. It is making me feel so nice. I went to the doctor today and they took my blood. I think they are really vampires working under disquise. But really really nice vampires. I was in such a terrible mood, I thought to myself that I would make a list of all the bad things in my life. But then I realized what a negative thought pattern I had gotten myself into. So now I am going to try to make a list of all the good things in my life. This is going to be hard I think. I really can only focus on the negative today.

Okay.
1. I have really amazingly wonderful friends
2. I am not soaking wet
3. The nurse told me I was a perfect weight, although I told her she wasn't allowed to tell me what it was and I closed my eyes, and I don't think it would be the perfect weight to meee ahhh there I go with the negativity agaaaain.
4. I don't have to wake up at 6:30 in the morning anytime soon or hopefully ever again.
5. I am not starving to death and/or homeless
6. I get to walk by at least one rose garden, sometimes 2, everyday on my way to class starting monday.
7. I talked to my mom today and she was in a good mood, which is always always a good good thing
8. Riley and Tommy are healthy and simply exist.. which in itself is something to be very happy about.
9. My mom told me that she will seriously consider letting me studying abroad next summer if I can find an appropriate program, which pretty much means yes
10. I am not in any sort of serious physical pain

I think thats all I can come up with. Why don't I feel any better yet?